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Part of my proceeds of my books will go to the Austin German Shepherd Dog Rescue and the Austin Pregnancy Resource Center. So for anyone wanting to do an act of kindness to me for my birthday, you can buy a copy of one of my three books. 

1 deviant said 'Beauty from Ashes' $8.99
No deviants said 'Salvation Crossing' $9.99
No deviants said 'Beyond the Field' $12.99




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I stare at the pictures,
the ones of you and me.
We use to shine so bright,
with the light beaming in our eyes.
Two souls so fused in love,
that I thought I knew your every thought…

I see your face in the images on the wall,
they smile at me like I’m the fool,
who doesn’t understand what happened.
Where did I go wrong in not seeing the signs?
Your voice is fading… it’s leaving my mind,
leaving me scarred… but I see your face…
I see your face….

The photos remind me of all we once had,
and explains to me that I’ve been mistaking.
Your disguise was so perfectly in place,
your joyous gaze gave nothing away,
you hide your every fear from my sight.
I bought the laughter and took it for happiness,
when really pain is the melody it sang loudest.

I don’t know what you were going through,
-though I thought I knew it inside and out-
what led you to the edges of destruction?
What hopelessness clung onto your soul
and wouldn’t let you go until your gave in
to its ruthless call?
God, what could I have done differently?

I stare at the pictures on the wall
wishing I had the answers to your fears,
so I can whisper to your smiling face
to give you the hope you were desperately seeking…
Hope I hadn’t been able to give you then….
but maybe I can now…
because now I need the answers too…
Your laughter
I watched a movie last night called 'New Hope' which is an amazing movie with a great message in it, this poem is inspired by it and a song sung in it called 'I can't hear your voice' by John Waller.
Suicide is a demon a lot of us have to deal with, either with our own suicidal thoughts and desires or being a loved one to someone who is thinking/did commit suicide. It's something that shakes our young people, that rocks our foundations and fills us with such guilt when someone we love gives in to the hopelessness... what could we do different?...
In the end we are left with no real answers, besides the answer that it isn't our fault... sometimes we just don't get what another heart/mind is feeling, even when we think we do... they surprise us in the most hurtful ways....

To those that are thinking about suicide, there IS hope, I beg you don't give up, seek help, confide in someone... if you don't have anyone I'm here for you.
To those that have lost someone from suicide, things will never be the same, but life moves on, let go of the guilt and live your life in hopes of helping someone else who may be considering suicide, be a light to them....

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Arshavir by InemisetAmaya by Inemiset

About me:

I am a third generation Austinite on my mother's side.
A seventh generation Texan from my mother's side.
And a fifth/sixth generation Texan from my father's side.
So I'm a born and raised Austin Texan chick.
Take that y'all. ;)

My Photography account :icondrigerphotography:

What I stand for you ask?
I am
:bulletgreen: Pro-life… :thumb292250045:
:bulletgreen: Pro-adoption
:bulletgreen: Pro-power of Christ's love.
:bulletgreen: Pro-forgiveness
:bulletgreen: Pro- following in Jesus steps.
:bulletgreen: Most important, don't misunderstand me for being religious, because I'm not 'religious' I have a 'relationship' with the Creator of Heaven and earth. It has nothing to do with religious views. It has everything to do with knowing Him, loving Him, and being known by Him.
Sharing His love with others. Misunderstand that and you misunderstand me.
Any questions ask away, I won't bite.

My best and most dearest friends consist of
(My bestie)
(My cyber-pop)
(My Surreal Express)

Friends worth calling friends.
:icond-murasai::iconhillbillygirl::iconbumblezee: :iconguineapigdan::iconkramnhojpapermario:

Wanna read a bit more about my coming to dA and my art?
Here's a short interview I was honored to be apart of by 3wyl

Or are you interested in what others think about my art? Well than check out namenotrequired's News Article about my poetry

Review from :icontwilightpoetess:
'Christianonfire7 is a lovely, kind hearted deviant with strong beliefs and a gallery filled with heart. Her poetry is beautiful and will bring the poet in you to the forefront; her photography is inventive and often catches a glimpse into a different world, a world we aren't all privy to. If one thing in her gallery doesn't inspire and awe you, keep looking--you're bound to find a reason to add Christianonfire7 to your watch list.'
-Written for her Review Competition features.'

DLD's I've gotten.

8-24-2010 DLD feature
The day dusk did not sleep
The day dusk did not sleep.
You stepped into my life when those bullies haunted me,
You stood in front of me and clenched your fist.
Told them to back off and leave me alone,
They feared you, so they obeyed your warning.
Once they were gone you turned to me,
Took my hand and helped me up.
Then looked into my eyes,
And captured me with your smile.
That was the day the mountains shook,
The day when the oceans went silent.
When time stood still for the very first time.
When the colors in the sky didn't change from that golden ray,
painted with those pinks and purples.
It was the day dusk did not sleep.
You slide your hand in mine,
Made it clear for the whole world to see.
That I was yours and you were mine.
And when I started to doubt the motion,
You simply leaned closer and kissed my cheek,
And whispered in my ear.
"I love you."
That was the day the mountains shook,
The day when the oceans went silent.
When time stood still for the very first time.
When the colors in the sky didn't change from that golden ray,

12-27-2012 DLD Feature

'Human Trafficking'
Human TraffickingShadows crawl along moldy walls,
Daggered teeth bared in cracks and holes.
She gasps within the nightmare,
As large phantoms creep into her room.
Daddy and mommy never hear her scream,
For they now lay lifeless in crimson puddles.
Dark trades exchanged in secret corners.
Rooms in shadows with slow burning cigarettes.
She stands on a pedestal barely clothed.
Ghost white skin bare to intimate members.
A scarlet shawl covers her face, haunting her eyes.
Until one man growls his hunger and pays her toll.
Sex doll, becomes her famous nickname,
Hard as he desires, ravaged with deep aggression.
Her cries are blotted out in her basement chambers,
Blood and bruises are her constant reward.
For the imprisonment of her master's game.
When his itch is scratched he climbs on off,
Out her chamber, the lights go out.
She aches in the darkness, crying within her cage.
There is no freedom, no hope for the light.
A dirty little secret, a big 'ld lie.
Greedy 'ld men, a girl's broken heart.
The darkness h

Pay it forward features by lacoterie

Pay it forward February 1st 2013 My sinI bow at His Throne,
And praise how I love Him so.
I write poetry to infuse words so divine
To show Him that I mean each line.
I rage about sin in a holy confession…
Tick…tock…tick tock…
But my confession is this,
I'm the sinner needing Salvation.
I down talk the other sins,
But mine is the biggest.
For it consumes my very being.
Tick tock…tick tock…
'I love him.' I try to tell God,
Like that would make Him understand.
That He can bypass me and my shame.
I'm fooling only the naïve part of me.
So I roll up this newspaper, pretend…
Pretend like the headlines don't matter.
But its screaming out on the page.
Tick tock…. Tick tock…
I'm a sinner with only One Way out.
I'm an adulterer with only One Way out.
I'm a liar with only One Way out.
I'm a failure with only One Way out.
I'm dead with only One Way to Live.
Christ died on the cross for me,
Bought every single lie I believe.
He was nailed to that wood for my sin.
The whips He endured for

Pay it forward March 4th 2013 These wordsI spit bullets and speak daggers.
Your emotionless shields are your only defense,
against these words that kill like a disease.

Video of Gideon and me.


Sixwordstory commissions
Sixwordstory-your choice of topic.
A sad tell.Sobs broke free
'...Put her down.'

An honor

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 12, 2014, 9:09 AM

So I got the most amazing news the other day, the best news I have gotten concerning any of my books. LAST  Thursday (the 4th) Dr. Woodall and his son Aaron came on our Live show. My mom asked Mrs. Woodall if she would read my book 'Salvation Crossing' and give a review on it before she passed it along to our dear friend Lori (director of the Austin Pregnancy Resource Center). On Sunday morning (7th) Mrs. Woodall finished the book and loved it so much she had idea to ask Lori if they could buy a copy for each of their tables for the Austin Pregnancy Resource Center Banquet on the 25th of this month. Anyone who donates at each table has a chance to win either a copy of my book or a DVD copy of the speech Aaron shared on our Live show.
80 tables, 80 copies of 'Salvation Crossing'. 80 people reading my book.
I'm sooooo excited about this opportunity, and pray that God touches these lives through the pages of this novel.

From now until the date of the Dogtoberfest, October 18th, part of all sales that I make off of my books 'Beyond the Field' 'Beauty from Ashes' and 'Salvation Crossing' will be donated to the Austin German Shepherd Dog Rescue, along with the Austin Pregnancy Resource Center. I pray that come the Dogtoberfest the proceeds I make will help, in some way or another, the AGSDR and APRC. If you are a reader, or know someone who loves to get lost in the pages of a novel, I encourage you to check out my books below. Know that your dollars spent are going to two very good causes!
The only one of the three that has a age limit to read is 'Salvation Crossing.', it reads from ages 15 and up. Where the other two ages 13 and up.

Salvation Crossing:

Beyond the Field:

Beauty from Ashes:

Also concerning the Dogtoberfest this year, I will be one of two photographers taking photos at the Photo Booth. They expect over 600 dogs to be photographed this year! It should be so much fun! And so so many dogs,  thousands of dogs will be at the Dogtoberfest. The AGSDR is be one of the eight Rescues benefiting from this years Dogtoberfest!
Strange how things start looking up after my dad is gone, strange because though it all excites me, it just doesn't feel like it should because he isn't here. I know he would so happy for me, and that makes me happy!

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Amazing gifts from friends!

Must continue writing my acrostic values series.
:bulletgreen: Purity
:bulletgreen: Hope
:bulletgreen: Love/Compassion/Courage
:bulletgreen: Faith
:bulletgreen: Baby's life
:bulletgreen: Believe
:bulletgreen: Self-Control.
:bulletred: Holiness
:bulletred: Joy
:bulletred: Praise
:bulletred: Gentleness
:bulletred: Patience
:bulletred: Trust
:bulletred: Peace
:bulletred: Sacrifice

Gideon by Islandstar by the amazing Islandstar
Commission: Christianonfire7 by bumblezee by bumblezee
Comm: This Star's on Fire by Inemiset by Inemiset

2013 Glory Be project


:bulletblue: 2013 Goal 365 pieces.
:bulletgreen: Completed: 72
:bulletyellow: To do: 294

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Sat Mar 8, 2014, 9:52 AM
Sorry I'm late with this...HAPPY NEW YEAR SIS. :) :hug:
Thu Jan 2, 2014, 11:01 AM
Merry Christmas :sun:
Wed Dec 19, 2012, 4:15 PM
Tue Dec 11, 2012, 3:58 PM
Hey could you tell me how to upload animations?
Mon Nov 26, 2012, 10:53 PM
Thanks for all the favs! :D
Tue Oct 2, 2012, 4:35 PM
:blowkiss: thanks
Thu Sep 20, 2012, 9:53 PM
Thanks for the favourite!
Thu Sep 20, 2012, 3:18 PM
:wave: Cooo eeee
Thu Jul 5, 2012, 10:47 AM
I'm lovin' your DeviantID! Kinda' like your best/dearest friends too! :)
Fri May 18, 2012, 1:33 PM



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KhaliaArt Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the donation!! :la:
Christianonfire7 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You are certainly welcome. You have a wonderful gift. :)
KhaliaArt Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Professional Digital Artist
Tatzuyoshi Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fave again! :la: 
Christianonfire7 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You are most welcome. :)
Gardevrose Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I know I have barely been on dA as of late, but I wanna wish you a happy birthday. :D You were the first person to reach out to me, to grant me hope on this site, to inspire me. And it's thanks to you that I've made it this far.
Here's to wishing you a wonderful birthday! Despite the tragedy that's stricken you...
Christianonfire7 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel speechless after reading this.
Reading comments like this reminds me why I do what I do, why I keep pushing on even within the pain. Because to help inspire others, like yourself, is the very purpose why I do anything in life. It blesses me, because I know beyond anything else my dad would be proud to hear about testimonies like this. 
So thank you, so much, for taking the time not only to wish me a happy birthday, but to share how, in however I did so, inspired you and that you have come this far.

Thank you, I'm so, so honored. :cuddle: 
Gardevrose Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Aahh sorry for the late reply ;_;
How very noble of you :aww: Such selfless and generous motives.

And I'm the one who should be thanking you, really!
Jazzy-C-Oaks Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014   General Artist
Happy :cake: Birthday!
Christianonfire7 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you. :)
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